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New Moon and Sun in Cancer 16 July 2015

Welcome to the ENCHANTING NEWMOON IN CANCER. happy birthday CanceriansGenevieve Thank you

HAPPY NEW MOON.  HAPPY BIRTHDAY CANCERIANS.

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Energy of Now:  New Moon & Sun in Cancer 16 July 2015

There is so much energy coming down with the new energy of Pluto just relayed back down to Earth.  There are so many new things happening around the world. What is happening new in your world? The NewMoon brings with it new beginnings, new openings, positive closures  and positive communication on a deep level.  Life becomes entertaining – even to you. LIFE BECOMES ENCHANTING.  BECOME ENCHANTED WITH YOUR LIFE.   Call in magic in your life.  Call in divine intervention.  Call in power.  Call in the impossible joy or the impossible achievement.  Call in the NewMoon in Cancer. This Solar System is an enchanting place to live in.

What is New in the World of Space Exploration? 

plutoPluto   NASA spacecraft makes history as the first spacecraft to reach the distant dwarf planet, the last unexplored world in solar system – Pluto. The news is that the healthy space craft passed Pluto safely and Steve Hawkins is awaiting reports.  This is a new seeing – a new era – a new surface of Pluto – a new solar system.  Can you see the heart in the picture NASA beamed down from Pluto?  Is Pluto sending us LOVE?  I just love the Newness Gift from the Universe to us.  Don’t you?  Click Guardian links to read more about Pluto  and 15 July Pluto 

HirokoNew Moon Responsibility   Only you have the power to be responsible for your life.  You cannot hold yourself back for someone or something.  You cannot blame another if they do not adhere to your code of conduct or ethics.  You cannot waste your time blaming others because you did not achieve what you wanted.  You cannot base your success on another person controlling or not controlling you.  You have to take responsibility for your life. Only you are responsible for your life. If you are waiting for someone to help you to move your life – you are wasting your time – only you have the power to help you in your life.  Stop wasting your time waiting for someone or something to happen before you do something that empowers you.  How will you take responsibility for your life today?  What will you do differently that will empower you and your life? 

water elementWater Energy  The Element for Cancer is WATER.  Water energy is emotional. Allow the water from the sea to sweep you in the tide of feeling extreme emotions and vulnerability.   Allow your vulnerability and flow with it – feel your acute successes and failings and hurts and pain and suffering!  This is the time of tears, tears, and more tears.  You will find yourself swimming in your watery emotions. Listen to them.  This is your gift to yourself. Welcome it in.  Charles Taillard France 7New Moon in Cancer will move you to an energy pace that is great and flowing for you. 

Reflection of Water  You will reflect a lot around this time about your emotions.  Water reflects. Water energises. Water cleanses. Water heals. Water feeds.  Water quenches thirst. Water nurtures. Water destroys.  Water freezes. Water flows. Water can be still and it can be fast. Water falls and water rises.  Water adapts to whatever it is put in. Water is movement. Water is stillness. Water is reflection.  Water is a mirror enabling you to see your reflection.  Water is change. Water is changeable. Water evaporates and becomes mists; and becomes the clouds which then pour down on earth; to be rain. Water is deep and mysterious like the sea. Water is life. Water is living. Water IS.  What is Water to you?

Nkem and VincentNurturing Emotions   Well well well – lots of emotions around with the New Moon in Cancer – lots of grief, pain, sorrow, tears, laughter, joy, bright eyes – all at once; and then; sudden unexplained tiredness and aloneness!  Welcome to the emotions of the Cancerian Crab that will move your tummy into twists and painful knots; and sudden outbursts of love, laughter and joy!

New Moon in Cancer is about emotions, nurturing and family. This is an emotional time for everyone.  Do not be surprised if you find yourself feeling suddenly emotional for no reason or at the slightest thing. Sensitive??  Emotional??  Crabby?? NewMoon in Cancer pulls on you EMOTIONALLY.  You may feel changeable, moody and very sensitive.  You cannot avoid feeling your emotions. FEEL your emotions.  LIVE them.  On the positive side of emotions it has been said that the world is a better place with all the positive caring nurturing mothering CANCERIANS.

Toks I love you this much xxx

Open and Receptive You WILL feel more open and receptive.  Open your heart to yourself AND Allow yourself to receive.  MARTIN LUTHER KING said I HAVE A DREAM. LET US BE PART OF THIS DREAM OF HEALING MOTHER EARTH AND OURSELVES.  We will create a crystal matrix to heal the world in our Moon gathering. We will send and receive healing. We will open to receive. We will open and receive. We will open to more. One of the greatest way to open to more is to motivate yourself to take action daily.  The choice, as always, is yours.  Choose to open to more in your  life.

crab cancerian crabCrab  We need to be strong from the inside out – Like the CRAB – sensitive inside and hard outside.  The Crab is the animal totem for the people born in the sign of Cancer. It represents persistence, mystery, privacy, confidences, homely, trust, loyalty, secrets, gentleness and love. It teaches us about our BOUNDARIES, what we allow in and what we allow to stay out of our space. It also works with the energy of Water to help cleanse our pain, suffering with tears of healing and rebirth.  It comes out of its shell when it is ready to face the world.

Parent Adult Child  Working on the Parent, Adult and Child. The child will need a lot of nurturing with this New Moon.   So will the Parent and Adult.  The Parent must learn not to be over-nurture or over-compensate for any negative emotion.  The Adult must learn soft reflection from an emotional point of view.  Many new ways of being in your interaction with yourself and with others.  One of the greatest way to move on in your life is to forgive the past and move forward. Forgive your Parent, Adult and Child in YOU.  Forgive the parents, adults and children in your life.  Breathe in forgiveness and let go and let life. 

family of loveNew Moon Newness  This New Moon in Cancer is a great time to look at the possibilities of the newness energy in your Energy of Now.  What will you do differently?  If you keep doing the same things you will get the same type of results.  If you want better rewarding results, it is a good thing to do things differently; and look at new ways of doing things, to get the greater and better results you are wanting.  I have found that letting go of the old way of doing things works when the old way no longer gets you the results you are seeking.  What do you need to let go of to enable you to do something new in your life and bring in better results?

Uncle Toke's wife and childrenBelonging to a ‘Family’  NewMoon in Cancer is about wanting to belong, longing to belong – to feel part of something wonderful.  Being part of a community, a tribe, a family, a friendship, the moon meditation gathering.  The foundation of the home is important here.  The need to feel included rather than excluded.  The need to belong.  The need to be part of something important to oneself.  The need to feel honoured and welcomed.  The need to be looked after and nurtured.  The need to be received with tenderness and understanding without words.  This is the energy of Belonging and feeling part of the Belonging.  This is the energy of Family and belonging to a Family.  This is the foundation cornerstone of the home, the family, the place of safety.  The need to feel secure in our surroundings, to feel a warm sense of belonging and to feel close is important now.  The importance of Family in all the various levels it comes in is also very important – remember Family can be close friends, your circle of friends, the community, as well as, blood ties.  They give us our sense of closeness and belonging and safety.

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mother childAccepting Support   Are you able to ask for support and accept support?  Are you able to ask for support?  Are you able to accept support?  Do you find it hard to accept kindness?  Are you shocked and overwhelmed when kindness is given to you?  Do you feel vulnerable when kindness is expressed to you? Do you reject kindness with your behaviour? Is your sense of security threatened with acts of kindness? Is your belief system threated with acts of kindness given to you. Are you always suspecting a hidden agenda when someone is kind to you?  What is your hidden agenda? Accept and receive support like flowing water.  Give and offer support like flowing water.  Enjoy the intimacy of support.  Offer support without a hidden agenda. 

cancer symbolIntimacy  Feelings of intimacy may overwhelm you.  The need for intimacy. The lack of intimacy. The love of intimacy. The hatred of intimacy. These are all emotions you can feel all at once within a matter of minutes with the energy of this New Moon in Cancer.  Watch for these feelings and put them in perspective so you are not overwhelmed by them.  Pay attention to your feelings, your instincts, your needs and your self and how you respond to others. 

JocelynDomestic Affaires The symbol for Cancer is two moons over themselves. What domestic affairs do you need to attend to?  Clean house?  Improve house? Attend to them with energy.  Plan them into your agenda and enjoy doing them.

Power of Positive and Negative Address any issues you have in your life.  Apply your energy into finding a solution and use your imagination to help you. Look at the power of the negative as well as the power of the positive in your life.  Address all problems with a solution. Do not give up on yourself or your life.  Be aware of both the positive and negative in your life and the powerful impact both have on your life.  Integrate the healing in all areas of your life, including interracial healing.  Remember, you are part of the whole, you are part of the problem and you are part of the solution. When you think like this you open to more greatness of wisdom in your life.  You practice balance and welcome balanced healing.

Compassion  It is so important to have both compassionate language and behaviour in your life, towards yourself and towards others.  This is a reflection of your INNER VISION and your INNER LIGHT.  Compassion stops you from blaming.  It teaches you to co-create and co-operate. This view point always changes your perspective and allows you to look at things from a wholesome perspective and arrive at a solution that is wise and compassionate. 

vesna and her motherLIVING YOUR TRUTH with Passion   New Moon in Cancer asks you what you are passionate about?  Do what you are passionate about?  It echoes all the new energies coming in – we see the Pluto energy radiating love, we see Bruce Jenner become a woman. We are all yearning to live our lives passionately and be true to our lives.  Are you living your truth with passion?  Are you living a lie?  Are you pleasing others?  Are you living for others?  Are you living for yourself?  Are you self sacrificing?  Are you lying to yourself? 

Fear  We have to give FEAR more credit than we do.  It helps us to know our fears.  It helps us to face our fears.  It helps us to know when to withdraw and retreat.  It is both a positive and negative aspect depending on how we use it in our lives.  Use Fear to help you live your truth passionately.  What are you committed to?  To live your truth with passion you need to be committed to something.  To live with fear you need to be committed to something?   Limiting beliefs tell you that you cannot do this or that.  Take courage in your heart to live a fulfilling life – to activate courage courageously. Failure is part of the learning – without failure you do not learn to be better. Welcome failure and learn from it.What are you committed to that will help you with your fears? New Moon in Cancer tells us to face our fears with love, courage and a step forward.

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Inner Potential – Inner Light – Inner Strength This New Moo in Cancer asks how far you will go to stretch yourself, to go beyond your comfort zone, to stretch beyond and to reach NEW possibilities. Are you willing to stretch beyond what you are capable of.  The Buddhists talk about developing into and becoming  a CAPABLE person.  When one chants NAM MYOHO RENGE KYO, the Nichiren Buddhist believe this will activate our INNER BUDDHA from deep within you.  You must take action for this to happen by chanting and taking constructive daily practical actions in your life to manifest what you are wanting.  You do not just chant and meditate and sit in bliss.  You must stretch yourself and do your HUMAN REVOLUTION.  You must become more than you thought possible.  This New Moon in Cancer tells us this is so important. We have done six months of the year and we have another six months to go.  What infinite possibilities will you unearth in December 2015.  Plant them now and watch them grow. Billy Lisette Zainab Toks

Mother of the Zodiac

MOTHER AND CHILDMother of the Zodiac NewMoon in Cancer invites deep connection – deep bonds – with your life.  Connecting to something new?  What could it be?  Does it involve your home, your family, your security or the cosmic divine?  A time to connect on a world consciousness – THIS IS THE ENERGY OF CANCER – the Global Family, as well as, the Individual Family. NewMoon in Cancer invites in NURTURING, HEALING LOVE into YOUR HOME and MOTHER EARTH. Cancer is the Mother of the Zodiac. What is your SPIRITUAL HOME like? Do you know it? Do you sense it? Can you feel it? Can you feel the joy of your life? This is the I AM. Make your Home a Spiritual Home.  That  is what the energy of the New Moon invites in.  I love the song that has the lyrics:  Wherever I lay my head, that’s my home.

My Birthday 7 July   As mentioned in the last blog we entered JulyBirthday Cake from Jenny with the Full Moon and we will leave July with another Full Moon making it a BLUE MOON month.  In a Moon Meditation I was told to celebrated my birthday for 7 days before my birthday and for 7 days after my birthday.  I was told not to plan anything big and go with the flow. 

7 July Toks and Patric

I did not organise anything – I wanted to see what would happen. 

There was lots of vulnerability, lots of tears, lots of misunderstanding, lots of love, lots of happy surprises and lots of July 7sharing.  There was also lots of family bonding time, friendship bonding time, client bonding time, student bonding time, Buddhist bonding time, neighbour bonding time and partner bonding time. 

I got so many presents from family, friends, neighbours, clients and students. How gloriously surprised I was. I experienced new things and new feelings.  In typical Cancerian style I cried with joy and with sadness.  I cried with gratitude and with love.  I cried feeling the love pouring to me. It really was a wonderful Solar Return. 

So many various things happened. Went to the Hampton Flower Show to enjoy the flower and the three Suprema ladies performing in red. Went to see the magnificent healing performance of the Lord of the Dance.  Went to a surprise party.  Had two picnics. Had lots of presents – to many to tell you.  And I am still getting lots of messages and presents.  Thank you.

777Happy BirthdayThank You

I Greet You

With the Energy of Gratitude

Thanking You for Your Powerful Blessings

Thanking You for Your Delightful Presents

Thanking You for Sharing Your Precious Time

Thank You Thank You Thank You

I Greet You

                  Vesna and Toks 7 JulyChantal and Genevieve 7 July

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NUMEROLOGY OF 7 

7 Sunflowers 7 7 7 a magical dayJuly is the seventh 7th month of the year.

7 is the Number of the mystic law – mysticism – what is hidden and what is revealed.

7 is the Number for the sage – the warrior – the healer – the seekers of light – the seedings of light forces – primal activation of light – the power of life force – Buddha wisdom – heart compassion – inner knowing – deep inner understanding – feeling – good fortune – luck – divine inspiration and change.

Lots of energetic activities and happenings. Welcome your magic – your enchantment – your being of light in physical form on earth. Embrace your magical self. Anchor your being of light activation now. TO KNOW AND NOT TO DO IS NOT TO KNOW. When the Number 7 comes into your life it is time to know and to do.  This is about taking action individually and collectively. Welcome it in.

7 7 7 my brother and I

Invocation Blessing

for the New Moon & Sun in Cancer

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Real Friendship

I Greet You

With the Gift of Real Friendship

Forever Seeded and Blooming

Newness in the Passage of Time

I Greet You

Angels

I Greet You

With the Angels of Light

Coming Your Way Healing Your Tears

On this New Moon in Cancer

I Greet You

magic is in you

I Greet You

With the Magic of Newness

Believing in You

Believing in Magic

I Greet You

Take a Break

We Greet You

With the Freshness of Life

Breathing in Taking a Break from Your Emotions

Relaxing in the Newness of You

We Greet You

New Now

I Greet You

With Your New Future

The Past is No More

YOU ARE the Present of Now and the Future

I Greet You

Rainbow Cake

We Greet You

With the Rainbow Cake Rays

Colouring Your Life

Celebrating the Newness of You

We Greet You

princess princes

We Greet You

With Your Nurturing Crown

Nurturing Blessings of  Loving Emotions

Princes and Princesses of Life

We Greet You

love you

We Greet You

With a Loving Look

Embracing You with Healing Love

Holding Your Hands in the Music of Life

We Greet You

Embracing the New You

We Greet You

With a Newness in Your Living

Allowing Your Receiving and Giving

In Your Reflections and Your Learnings

We Greet You

moon ladies kiss

We Greet You

With a Healing Gesture

Sending Your Kisses of Love

From the Angels of Light

We Greet You

moon getsu

We Greet You

With the Gift of the Power of the Moon / Getsu

Radiating its Hidden Light

Seeding a Balanced Newness in You

We Greet You

moon flower lady

We Greet You

With the Flowers of Life

Graceful Confident Courageous

Present Presence, in the Energy of Now

We Greet You

moon man

We Greet You

With the Moon Man

Strong Masculine Presence

In the Anointment of Time

We Greet You

moon water

We Greet You

With the Gift of Moon Water

Drinking it – Cleansing Nurturing Healing

Empowering Your Soul

We Greet You

moon opening

We Greet You

With the Gift of Opening

Opening Your Heart and Your Life

Seeding New Opportunities, Possibilities and Blessings

We Greet You

We Greet You

We Greet You

We Greet You

We Greet You

Channelled by Toks Beverley Coker for the New Moon in Cancer 16 July 2015

Roses of Love

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Heard these lovely ladies singing at the Royal Hampton Flower Show. They sing Motown songs. You can reach them on www.SupremaBand.com

Water Fun

Homework

  1. Merve MagicDo 7 Actions e.g.  Do random acts of kindness to a minimum of 7 people. Perform 7 random acts of kindness to strangers. Perform 7 random acts of kindness to people you know. Tell 7 people how much you love them. Tell 7 people how much you like being on earth. Keep positive for the next 7 days. Share music you love with 7 people. List 7 things that make you feel joyful. Do 7 things that make you give to others. Do 7 positive things you would not normally do. Commit to 7 things in your life. Do 7 things that open your heart energy. Hug 7 people you do not know. Hug 7 people you do know. Do 7 things that show you that you are a spiritual being in physical form. Find 7 animal totems to work with you. Burn 7 candles to light up your life. Do 7 things that make you FEEL joy. Tell 7 people how much you love them spiritually. Do 7 things that express your integrity, truth and honesty. Thank 7 people for being in your life. 7 times a day thank the Universe. List 7 blessings in your life every day. The list is endless. Make up your own list…….
  2. What is Water to you?
  3. moon readingWhat God / Goddess energy are you working with this New Moon? Connect to the mysterious part of you – this is Isis, this is Horus, this is Osiris – 3 in 1. ISIS is MOON GODDESS, SHE OF MANY NAMES.  She is the STAR SIRIUS.  OSIRIS, her husband, IS THE CONSTELLATION ORION.  Artemis, Greek Goddess of the Moon, named Diane in Roman mythology.  Goddess of the hunt and the hunted. 
  4. Moon Actions e.g. Take a MOON BATH.   Wear MOON COLOURS e.g. silver, creams, ivory, sand, blue, silver-blue. Work with CRYSTALS – moon stone, hematite, howlite.   Work on strengthening your Solar Plexus, Sacral [stomach] and Heart [breasts].  Drink lots of liquid and water, MOON WATER.
  5. Cancer is the Mother of the Zodiac. What is your SPIRITUAL HOME like?  Who is your Spiritual Mother?
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Full Moon in Taurus; Sun in Scorpio 29.10.2012

golden angel of lightHAPPY FULL MOON IN TAURUS AND SUN IN SCORPIO 29.10.2012. 

The actual time of the FullMoon in London is 7.49pm. 

We will be in the actual time and energy of the FullMoon as our workshop meditation starts at 7pm.  How auspicious and special is that for us all.  WOW see you then.  If you are linking in to the meditation please let me know so we let you in.  Cheers Toks xxxx

On the Menu we have:Legion of Light Chef

  1. Invocation Blessing fruitful abundance
  2. Energy of Now: Full Moon in Taurus & Sun in Scorpio
    1. Doing Doing Doing
    2. Sex Intimacy More Sex
    3. Competitive Nature
    4. Plodding Practically
    5. Overwhelming Emotions
  3. Full Moon in Taurus & Sun in Scorpio Quote
  4. Full Moon in Taurus & Sun in Scorpio Action
  5. What will be covered in the Meditation Workshop
  6. Feedback from previous Meditation Workshop: NEW MOON IN LIBRA 15.10.2012
  7. Homework
  8. Contact Details & Diary

INVOCATION BLESSING FullMoon in Taurus & Sun in Pisces 29/10/2012

petals healing karma

We Greet You

With the Petals of Karma

In the Flower of Life

Healing Your Soul

We Greet You

PATMOS greece

We Greet You

With John of Patmos, the Apostle

From the Cave of the Apocalypse

Revealing Blessings for You

We Greet You

Angel of Light

We Greet You

With 7 Angels Celebrating

Blowing 7 Trumpets (Shofar, rams horn)

Dancing 7 Circles with You

We Greet You

full moon patric

We Greet You

With Artemis and Selene, Moon Goddess

Rising Patmos from the Sea

Celebrating with Apollo and Zeus

We Greet You

passage portal matrix

We Greet You

Announcing Your Presence

Nam Myoho Renge Kyo / Om Mani Padme Hum

Through the Portal Entrance Matrix

We Greet You

dancing

We Greet You

With the Music of Triumph

Celebrating Your Movement

In Your Actions to Completions

We Greet You

drumming

We Greet You

With the Drummers of Your Soul

Beating Your Drum

In the Pathway of Your Truth

We Greet You

susan hunter's wedding

We Greet You

With Infinite Abundance

Celebrating Answers

In Your Soul Spirit Body

We Greet You

workshop on healing

We Greet You

With the Pearl Dragon

Speaking Your Truth

Anchoring Your Emotional Balance

We Greet You

workshop on healing

We Greet You

With Symbols of Light

Adorning Your Chakras

In Your Moment of Enlightenment

We Greet You

workshop new moon dance at natureworks

We Greet You

With Artemis and her Twin Apollo

Her Golden Bow and Arrow, her Deer and Dog

Protecting Souls; Purifying Moon Enchantments

We Greet You

College of Psychic Studies 2000

We Greet You

With the 7 Rays of Will/Power, Love-Wisdom,

Divine Mind, Harmony, Concrete Knowledge,

Idealistic Devotion and Ceremonial Order

We Greet You

welcome smile

We Greet You

With Holiness Divine

Helping in Your Transformative Identification

Implementing Empowering Change

We Greet You

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We Greet You

Eternal Gathering of Legions of Light

We Greet You

We Greet You

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Channelled by Toks Beverley Coker for FullMoon in Taurus

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Energy of Now: Full Moon in Taurus & Sun in Scorpio

What can I say about the duality of the FullMoon?   Dualism can refer to moral dualism, (e.g. the conflict between good and evil), mind-body or mind-matter dualism (e.g. Cartesian Dualism) or physical dualism (e.g. Chinese Yin/Yang). http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dualism

Doing Doing Doing

If you find yourself suddenly doing doing doing in the past 3 days that is the influence of practical Tausit silentrus getting you to ‘tidy up’ an aspect of your life.  It could be you suddenly started to tidy up your room and you found a document or cd you have been looking for; that comes in handy and useful for you right now.  So a practical simple action leads to a useful rewarding find.  Sorting out addresses for your new IPhone, sorting out solicitors to sell your house, meeting deadlines set by your boss, computer crashing, travelling to and from work, shopping for food, the children, running to catch a meeting, getting ready to socialise with your friends, etc. etc. etc.  The year has gone so quickly it is as if plant Earth has been doing doing doing too.  If only you had time to just stand or sit and do nothing.

Sex Intimacy More Sex

This is a trisensuous lifecky topic with the energy of this FullMoon as some people may feel overwhelmed by their own sexual urges and some will have none!  Which one are you?  How does this FullMoon affect you?  Many people hide their feelings in addictive behaviour like drinking and smoking.  Smoking ‘clouds the vision’ and drinking ‘clouds the mind’.  Then off they go to have relationships with each other.  Today a casual outing turns into a one night stand or a few weeks affair, or 3 months of illusion.  FullMoons illuminate what needs to be looked at in your relationships.  So if after all the excitement, you find yourself loosing sexual interest it may be that you just need a rest or you are run down or you just need energetic space in your sexual being.  Some find all this sexual vortex energy spinning within, empowering and wonderful as it brings them closer to their loved one.  What happens if you do not have a partner?  Well the weekend and the week brings many possibilities you can say yes or no to with the dynamics of this interplay.  Taurus is practical and methodical in love making.  Scorpio is passionate and intense.  Together with this FullMoon we have practical and methodical with passionate and intense!!!!!  I leave you to work out your own dynamics.  The choice, as always, is yours.  “We live in a world when we love it.”

Competitive Nature

If you find yourself feeling competitive and driven suddenly or you find yourself netree of lifeeding to be better than another person then you know you are being influenced with the energy of both Taurus and Scorpio.  They hate loosing and they hate not being noticed; but can pretend they do not care.  The need to win even in a game of darts or a simple jog up the road is very playful and competitive. You can just see the joy in their eyes as they playfully challenge you with a gesture and a nod.  Nothing like happy playful competition.  But to always want to win can become unhealthy.  Be mindful of your competitive spirit.  You may find it difficult to share but I say to you try to share something wonderful this FullMoon.  If the person you want to share it with does not want to share it with you find a whole bunch of people who do. Come to the meditation and feel embraced in the healing light of the full moon in this sacred workshop.

Plodding Practically

So I said to the bull focused practicalbusiness man – “You are slow and I feel you are holding me back.” – and he looked at me perplexed.  “These are things you need to consider in business before you move forward” he said.  And I said – “but sometimes you have to take a bold step into the unknown and trust because you cannot know all that the future holds before you move forward.” 

So if you find yourself being a bit too cautious around now that is OK.   bull reflective before action So why not stop thinking too much and just celebrate what you have achieved.  Perhaps you have decided to takes things slowly. Perhaps the mortgage is going through but is not yet complete. Perhaps everything is up in the air.  Perhaps the insurance claim is underway but far from complete. Perhaps you have finished writing your book. Perhaps you have made a decision that makes you feel relieved. Just celebrate where you are right now.  That is all that matters.  CONGRATULATE YOURSELF NOW. I bet that makes you feel better.

Overwhelming Emotions

Emotions around the time of the FullMoon can be overwhelming in a positive or negative way.  If you are single enjoy your single life.  If you are in a relationship enjoy your relationship.  If you are between relationships then enjoy being between relationships!  OK – easier said than done when you are overwhelmed by emotions that can be consuming.

HEALING EXERCISE 1: Take a look at the list below and identify which ones relate to you right now.

FullMoon emotions that can overwhelm you in a negative way: are doubt, fear, anxiety, wsad flowerseakness, self pity, poverty, hate, anger, pain, annoyance, irritation, self sabotage, low self esteem, suffering, worry, crying, sadness, death, frustration, ill health, sickness, conflict, resolution conflict, depression, insecurity, irritation, internal war, external war, silence, dependency, feeling like a victim, poverty mentality, not creating income, not enough money for food, for clothes, for a montage, for education, for medication, etc.  Not finishing things, incomplete relationships, retarded relationships, retarded emotions, blaming others, refusing to take responsibility, escaping, letting go without explanation, letting yourself down, letting others down, feeling incomplete, feeling empty, feeling lost, deprived, raped, abandoned.

FullMooon emotions that can overwhelm you in a positive way: are laughter, new clients, new assignments, truth,flowering freshness peace, love, happy conversation, support, healing, coming to a moon healing workshop, sharing, feeling free and alive, feeling alert and aware, igniting your light, your integrity, your joy, your strength, having a life vision, a moving forward life, a life of full wellbeing, a mission for love and supporting others and environment, feeling clear, courageous, calm and committed.  Recognising your presence, your glow, your expertise, your miracle.  Realising your essence and living your integrity.  Feeling accepted, passionate, appreciated, wanted, desired.  Experiencing a miracle, a truth, a realisation, a positive mind set.  Living your truth.  Being in Reality and Behaving with Courage.  Announcing a success like a book sale, a workshop, a new profile, a celebration. Having a sense of direction with purpose.  Making an impact.  Having good health and energy.  Being excited and motivated.  Feeling and taking action.  Being focused and energised.  Creating a system that works in your work.  Enjoying your reflection in your mind. 

HEALING EXERCISE 2: Once you have done the exercise above, just sit with the emotions for a while. Then CHOOSE to celebrate your life – where you are right now.  Dance and celebrate something wonderful about you.  Do not worry about who, what, when, where, or why.  Just celebrate YOU now.

Full Moon in Taurus & Sun in Scorpio QUOTE

“You cannot cross the sea merely by standing and staring at the water.”Rabindranath Tagore

“For what happens within is much bigger than what comes out in words.” R Tagore

“We live in a world when we love it.”  Rabindranath Tagore

“I’m lost in the middle of my birthday. I want my friends, their touch, with the earth’s last love. I will take life’s final offering, I will take the human’s last blessing. Today my sack is empty. I have given completely whatever I had to give. In return if I receive anything—some love, some forgiveness—then I will take it with me when I step on the boat that crosses to the festRabindranath Tagoreival of the wordless end.”  Rabindranath Tagore

Rabindranath Tagore, Indian poet and writer, a Taurian man, who was knighted by George V & repudiated his knighthood in 1991.   http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rabindranath_Tagore

“Heterosexuality is dangerous. It tempts to aim at a perfect duality of desire.” Marguerite Duras, French writer and film director

Full Moon in Taurus & Sun in Scorpio ACTION

PREPARATION: Any action you take is your responsibility with this energy and  you cannot share the reward or success of your action.  For example if you study and pass it is your energy that has accumulated that good fortune to pass.  You cannot give that experience to someone else as they have not worked for it nor have they gone through the process of getting there.  preparation in timeThis is the same as lighting the light in  your heart that illuminates the darkness in your soul.  Like the parable of the 10 Virgins (Gospel of Matthew 25:1-13)  the oil that is needed to illuminate the way and light up the darkness is not shareable. 10 Virgins gathered to await the groom, who is late. 5 Virgins prepared and had enough oil while they waited for the groom.  5 Virgins did not have enough oil so asked the 5 Virgins who were prepared to give them oil to light their torch.  The 5 prepared Virgins said NO we do not have enough to share with you – go buy your own oil.  Being prepared is one of the qualities of the energy of this time.  You cannot share accumulation of knowledge, faith, treasures of the heart, experience, or attitude.  Remember knowledge or a skill to do something is accumulated drop by drop / day by day / year by year – and all this requires preparation.  What have you prepared for? Has it happened? If it has then celebrate with this FullMoon. If it has not, celebrate because you will get it done! “You cannot cross the sea merely by standing and staring at the water.”

What will be covered in the Meditation Workshopdancing with moon stars

  1. We will be covering all the above with healing exercises. 

  2. You will learn how to be prepared.  You will learn how not to be left behind.  You will learn how to take your life in your hands.

  3. We will write a step by step instructions to help you prepare something or do something and help you achieve.

  4. We will be doing 3 practical exercises to help us anchor in our beauty, grace, sensuality and rhythm.

  5. We will be CELEBRATING CELEBRATING who we are right now.

    “For what happens within is much bigger than what comes out in words.”

    FEEDBACK from previous Meditation Workshop: NEW MOON IN LIBRA 15.10.2012

    new moon in libra 15.10.12

    “Such a joyous meditation. Thank you for creating a space for precise, exact, detailed and personalised readings of light.” Legion of Light Becky York

    “Very powerful meditation. Really liked the work with the crystals.  This was about rebalancing misunderstanding for me.” Legion of Light Carmelo

    “This was my first time at a meditation of this type and i like it a lot.  The meditation itself was great and the cards i picked were very very meaningful – in fact I can’t think of anything more perfect.  I feel I was really meant to be here.” Legion of Light Paul Higgs

    “My first ever meditation session.  Very relevant. Amazing revelations. Glad I could be here.  I studied journalism and when you brought in the energy of Thoth I felt a strong yearning to want Thoth’s guidance in my writing. I then received a purpose card which said “Author” you have a book inside you that wishes to be expressed.  How amazing.  I learnt about acceptance and found the session a blessing.”  Legion of Light Kalisha McCaulsky

    “I enjoyed very much the new moon meditation.  Very deep and peaceful and I especially liked the cards – very truthful and meaningful  I liked the various crystals and how I linked each group with special healing for different parts of my life.  Thank you.” Legion of Light Jelena Rodonjic

    “Thank you for the blessing of being you, a guiding light of love and a shining beacon for one and all. Thank you.  I see You.” Legion of Light Yanni Konstantinopulos

    HOMEWORK

    TOKS PEACOCK FEATHERS

    • What have your achieved in the past 2 weeks since the NewMoon when you planted a seed?  Celebrate what you have achieved in the past 2 weeks because you have not let your dream die inside you.  You are making an impact in your life by living your dream in your seeding in the last NewMoon.

  1. What has come your way with this energy in the 3 days leading to this FullMoon?

  2. What are you CELEBRATING in todays FullMoon in Taurus and Sun in Scorpio? What are you celebrating in the next 3 days?

  3. Do something that takes you out of your comfort zone to stretch yourself in one area of your life e.g. business, spiritual, family, relationship, work, career, feelings, emotions.

  4. Do the above exercises 1 and 2 in the section Overwhelming Emotions

  5. Meditative Toks

    CONTACT DETAILS & DIARY

    Meditation:  Monday 29 October 2012   Full Moon in Taurus & Sun in Scorpio   Element – Earth http://tokscokerfullmoon1012.eventbrite.com/?ebtv=C Holding the Light

    Next Meditation: Tuesday 13 November 2012   New Moon in Scorpio  Total Solar Eclipse    Element – Water  http://tokscokernewmoon1112.eventbrite.com/?ebtv=C

    2012 dates: https://tokscoker.wordpress.com/moon-calendar-2012-uk

    Spiritual Payment: http://www.tokscoker.com/calendar.html

    Info on Meditation: http://www.tokscoker.com/moon_meditation.html

    Info on New Moon Meditation: http://www.tokscoker.com/new_moon_meditation.html

    Info on Full Moon Meditation: http://www.tokscoker.com/full_moon_meditation.html

    See you at the meditations, workshops and 1:1 sessions
    Love Toks xxxxxx

    Full Moon in Capricorn; Sun in Cancer 3.7.2012

    HAPPY FULL  MOON IN CAPRICORN and SUN IN CANCER

    3.7.2012   actual time in London 7.52pm

    Full Moon Meditation WorkshopSacred Beings of Light

    Join us for the Full Moon Meditation tonight from 7pm-10pm.  The actual time of the Full Moon is 7.52pm tonight.  Please be punctual so we can bathe in the energy together.  Thank you.  http://tokscokerfullmoon0712.eventbrite.com/?ebtv=C

    What we Coveramathyst pyramids

    We will be calling in the energy of Quan Yin with this meditation workshop.  Below you will find the Invocation Blessing, energy of the time, homework on Quan Yin, homework on intimacy, and a triumphant experience when healing family karma.

     

    Invocation Blessing for FullMoon in Capricorn & Sun in Cancer 3.7.2012 by Toks Beverley Coker xxx

    beauty divine

    I Greet You

    With the Beauty of Capricorn

    Serene Peaceful Tranquil

    Restful Soothing Comforting

    Resourceful Capable Accomplished

    I Greet You

    gift of friendship Cem Tufekci & Toks Coker

    I Greet You

    With the Warm Embrace of True Friendship

    Gifting 5 Petalled Lotus of Quan Yin

    Directing the Light to You

    Unwavering in Her Strong Protection

    I Greet You

    loving home

    I Greet You

    With A Lovely Peaceful Home

    Making a Difference in Your Life

    Anchoring Divine Success & Protection

    Great Relationships Health & Happiness

    I Greet You

    Communicating

    I Greet You

    With Courageous Optimism

    Freely Communicating with Your Loved One

    Giving your Pains your Fears your: BEing Your Real Self

    Bringing You Closer Together

    I Greet You

    Quan Yin 1000 hands blessing

    I Greet You

    With a Thousands Hands of Quan Yin

    Healing You Protecting You

    Loving You Embracing You

    Igniting Your Soul Essence

    I Greet You

    gift of frienship Merve Tufekci & Toks Coker

    I Greet You

    With the Gentle Touch of the Cancerian Kindness

    Loving Embracing Empowering

    Compassionate Encouraging Truthful

    Mothering Homely Completing

    I Greet You

    transcending

    I Greet You

    With the Burning Flames of Practical Action

    Transcending Boredom Inertia Deadness

    Uplifting You to Win Win Celebrations

    Awakening Actions to Wholeness 

    I Greet You

    I Greet You Golden Beings of Light

    I Greet You

    With Lakshmi, Goddess of Work & Good Fortune

    Flourishing in the Temple of Your Life

    Deeply Rooted with Mother Earth

    Plodding Gracefully Centred  & Strong

    I Greet You

    Chakra Healing

    I Greet You

    I Greet You

    I Greet You

    Channelled by Toks Beverley Coker for FullMoon in Capricorn 3.7.2012

    pink roses for unconditional love

    ENERGY OF FULL MOON IN CAPRICORN &SUN IN CANCER

    Contradictions of the Full Moon?  tuning in to crystal vibration

    Practical Hard Working Capricorn with Emotional Home Loving Cancer come together with this Full Moon to balance the extremity of both signs bringing with it creative new way of moving forward like a ripple effect or a wave. Which are you today: a ripple or a wave? You are both! Constantly transforming and changing and evolving!

    DEATH:  So all of a sudden you are crying at the memory of the loss of your brother and then contemplating your own death remembering that he suddenly collapsed because his legs could no longer support him and died 3 days later! How morbid and sad yet how practical and real. Sudden memory flashes giving insights releasing out-moded ways of thinking causing you to cry and cleanse yourself with the Angel of Water

    REFLECTIONS OF TIME: The day is over and I sit on my comfy old torn chair. And I ask myself: So what timetook your fancy today? So what did you do today? My mind is a blank as I try to remember my day. Time ticked on as I held Time by the hand.  So many things happened today and yet I feel I have done nothing today! What type of energy is this I ask myself? Wbeauty divinehat did I do today: I did some research. I sorted out an outstanding issue. I did some price comparing and realised the difference in price was just £4! And it took me a long time to get to this realisation!!!! Yet I feel pleased with myself having created a wave in my life in my little ripple movements cascading to a whirl wheel of joyful stillness within. Welcome to the Full Moon in Capricorn and Sun in Cancer.

    CELEBRATION: What are you celebrating this full moon?  What am I celebrating you ask?  My Good Health. My birthday on 7 July. I run the British 10K on 8 July. Olympics in 23 days!  I am celebrating the question: How do I make something exciting happen in my life? What should I make happen?  Are you celebrating?

    FULL MOON in Capricorn and Sun in Cancer GODDESS

    Quan YinQuan Yin – Kuan Yin – Quan’Am – Kanin – Kannon

    Goddess of Compassion. Goddess of Mercy. Goddess of Beauty & Grace.  Goddess of Healing. Goddess of Forgiveness.  Directs the Flames of Compassion and Mercy.  Triumphs over evil and negativity.  Ascendant Master. A Celestial Bodhisattva.  She Listens to Your Cry and the Cry of the World.  She hears the sound of suffering of the world and hears people crying out for help and goes to help them.  Gautama Buddha was her Master.  Helps change your Karma as she is on the Karmic Board.  Patroness of Women and Birth and unborn Children.  Divine Mother.  A male & female Goddess all at once or androgynous.

    The male equivalent of Quan Yin is Avalokitesvara in Sanskrit and Chenrezig in Tibet. He was born from a ray of light that sprang from Amitabha Buddha’s right eye. Amitabha Buddha is the Buddha of Infinite Light. ‘Amitabha’ means ‘Infinite Light. Many invoke Avalokitesvara with the chant "Om Mane Padme Hisisum".

    Many cultures and religions have Quan Yin equivalents. She is Isis in Egypt, Mother Mary in Christianity and the Green Tara in Tibetan Buddhism. In Hinduism she is 4 goddesses: Shakti, wife of Vishnu, Parvarti, wife of Shiva, Radha, wife of Krishna, and Sita, wife of Rama. She is Artemis in Greece and Ha Hai-i Wuhti of Hopi Indian lore.

    I Greet You
    With Shakti, Parvarti, Radha & Sita
    From the Ascension Chamber
    Pouring Red Radiating Flowers
    Of Love Peace & Happiness
    We Greet You

    HOMEWORK with Quan Yin

    Speaking with Quan Yin

    Call on her through your third eye chakra and link in with the 6th ray of Indigo. Or just sit and pray to her.

    Soul Recognition with Quan Yin

    In this U-Tube video, which of the images do you like the most?  Which resonates with you the moment you see it?  It will be a recognition to your soul connection with Quan Yin.  http://youtu.be/uj-Q1Z30PTA

    Imee Oei singing Quan Yin Pusa Chant

    Close your eyes and listen to the chant with your mind, body and spirit. http://youtu.be/IHu01i4BO04

    Dancing with Quan Yin

    Look at the twQuan Yin 1000 hands blessingo dancing videos below and feel yourself dancing with them and feel the healing within your mind, body and spirit.  It really is quite exhilarating.   Enjoy the precision of Capricorn and the emotion of Cancer in this Utube video of China Disabled Peoples Performing Arts Troup who are hearing impaired.  When you think you cannot do something because of visible or invisible disability you know deep inside you you can rise rise rise. 

    Quan Yin China Disabled People's Performing Art Troupe .pngTai Lihua, art director of China Disabled People’s Performing Art Troupe, leads 20 deaf dancers to perform "Thousand-hand Avalokitesvara Bodhisattva", or "Guan Yin", a Chinese goddess, in Beijing February 19, 2008. Feeling music through Quan Yin wheel of life.pngspeakers and guided by hand gestures, a troupe of deaf dancers in Beijing take steps to champion the rights of disabled people across the world. Olympic Village in Beijing July 31, 2008

    1. Can you SEE the number 3’s merging to number 1? What else do you see with this full moon? What do you learn about yourself?  http://youtu.be/GYDjsV8Xi6c  
    2. Do you SEE:  the EYE in her hand, the wheel of life, the circle of life, the spiralling golden mean? What else do you see with this full moon? What do you feel inside yourself?  http://youtu.be/bU2hKsHx-zo
    3. Quan Yin teaches love and compassionate kindness:  As long as there is love and kindness in your heart a thousand hands will come to your aid.  As long as there is love and kindness in your heart you will naturally reach out to help with a thousand hands too.  Feel yourself helping with a thousand hands. Nice feeling.Quan Yin with dragon

    Love is our Common Language
    When Your Heart is Full of Love and Kindness
    You will Give to Others
    a Helping Hand a Thousand Times Over
    and be Helped
    a Thousand Times in Return

    threeNumerology of 3

    1. ELF Earth Link and Flow
    2. Sun Moon Earth
    3. Mind Body Spirit
    4. Father Son Holy Ghost
    5. Past Present Future
    6. Life Death Re-birth

    heart within hearts

    RELATIONSHIPS at this Time

    So many of you are asking about your intimate relationships. You are expressing feeling disappointed in each Worryother and in your life.  Feeling monotonous and bored in your intimate relationships.  Feeling empty and wanting to walk away and give it all up. Feeling ‘dead’, not alive, lethargic and ‘duty’ bound.  So many things kill a relationship.  Control kills and pushes a person away. In love we control our lover to avoid pain, loss, and jealousy. We are upset when we do not get our own way – you were not able to control your lover!  stay or leaveYou may think you do not control your loved one but think when last you tried to control them by criticising them, having contempt for them, undermining them, withdrawing from them or just being defensive all the time.  We all use these behaviour from time to time in our relationships.  We try to control be being defensive with our response.  We try to control be withdrawing from our loved ones.  My ex-boyfriend withdrew a lot and I always thought it was my fault!  I was always faithful but he accused me of being unfaithful!  I was always defending myself and trying to make him love me!  How sad is that!  Some of you have had affairs in the hope to spark your life up with another person only to be disappointed in that too!  Why not have an affair with the person you are with now?  Re-sparkle what you had and more. 

    eye amathystHow lazy are you today? Are you too lazy to try?  Is this is a fear of success? How authentic are you in your living environment? Do you pretend to be happy with your partner when you really want to leave them and the kids! Are you half living your life pretending everything is OK when you do not feel it is? Are you trying so hard to ‘fit in’ that you have lost who you truly are? Do you know who you truly are without a book to remind you? Or are you changing at such a rapid stage you no longer know who you are becoming or who you are!!!

    Let us take a different approach and consider 7 Habits of Highly Effective People by Stephen Covey and apply them to our intimate relationships!!!  I love that.  Full Moon in Capricorn celebrates achieved success in work and Sun in Cancer celebrates achieved success in intimate relationships.

    1.    Be Proactive.  I take responsibility for my life. I control my responses. We choose to be happy.
    2.    Begin with the end in mind.  Goal.  
    I keep my goal in mind: I am in a happy relationship now.
    3.    Put first things first – Prioritise.  I learn to love myself: First I love me then
    I share my love.
    4.    Think win win or no deal:
    We win together. We respect each other. We find a solution together.
    5.    Understand: Seek first to understand and then to be understood. 
    Let me listen to you first.
    6.    Synergy: the whole is greater than some of its part. We co-create our happiness together.
    7.    Self renewal and self maintenance. 
    I enhance myself. I renew myself. I feel sexy and gorgeous.

    sacred intimacyloving intimacy

    HOMEWORK on Intimacyintimacy in time

    1. Bring Love Back into your relationship.  Notice how they both call each other back into each others life.  Why not incorporate some of these feelings into your love intimate relationship and carry them out?  http://youtu.be/0dSeYecM6wA
    2. I Create Beauty Alone – How do you create beauty alone?  What things do you do that create beauty in your life and in other people’s lives?  How do you continue when all around you fail you?  Breathe in the colour and the movement into you life and feel the spiralling movements in you. Be the dancer in this video and activate your cellular note within you.  Sometimes the buck starts with you not someone else: create what you want in yourself first: you will attract what you are seeking   http://youtu.be/2h2fdZ6XpR8
    3. In the 7 Habits of Highly Effective People above What other positive relationship sentences can you make?  Please send them to me so I can share with everyone in the next blog.  Thank you Toks xxxx

    RISINGtransmuting rising transformingtransforming poison to medicine

    We Greet You
    With the Lemurian & Atlantian Flames
    Holding Flaming Swords of Truth & Freedom
    Cutting Weeds & Thorns in Garden of Joy
    Clearing Pathways for Humanities Happiness
    We Greet You

    agates

    Real Life Experience: Healing Family Karma

    FATHER
    A Story Finished, A Loop Closed, A Wound Healed, A Heart Reborn

    For years I was your harbinger of death.
    I wished you nothing but pain and torment, vengeance and suffering.
    I was the gate keeper to your dungeon,
    The Satan of your soul.
    Ioanis and his father

    I wanted you to know me as your pain.
    Not a thorn in your side,
    But a dagger in your heart,
    Twisted with poison….

    And yet, what I have lived in this last decade and more,
    Is my own deep suffering, In my own deep hell.

    I realised that I am the gate keeper to this suffering,
    That I hold all the keys,
    And that really,
    Ioanis and his father 7 monthsI was the one twisted with poison….

    For years I was aware though I stubbornly stumbled forward,
    Drunk on a blood-filled intent of vengeance.

    Like a chain from the murky depths,
    My ire for you was never ending.
    It was my life purpose,
    To see you suffer by my hand.

    I became a volcano of rage-filled fury,
    And like the sage old Buddhist saying goes,
    I was the one getting burned.

    And so to this day, This time, And this place. Why must I hate? Why must I suffer?
    For what and for who?
    There is no reason.
    There never was, nor will there ever be.
    ioanis and dad (14 yrs)

    Just like me, you are seeking happiness father.
    May you receive it.
    Just like me, you have known sadness, loneliness and despair father.
    May you receive pure love.
    Just like me, you are learning about life.
    May you receive the wisdom that your soul is asking for dad.

    And so, I release myself of the cold, dark bondage of suffering,
    I let go of the fury, the rage and the hatred.
    The poison is now medicine.
    The circle is complete.

    I am a Victor once more!
    Freed from the chains of suffering,
    Standing tall and strong atop a mountain of tranquillity,
    Holding aloft my sword of Truth.

    Ho and so it is.   Ho and so I AM.
    Ho and so it shall always be.

    ‘FREEDOM’ by Ioanis Konstantinopulos 2012

    Thank you Ioanis for this WONDERFUL contribution. Love Toks xxxx

    Lord Templer Greets Youmother and childI Greet You

    We Greet You

    We Greet You

    We Greet You

    amathyst cave

    We Greet You

    We Greet You

    We Greet You

    10K run on 8 July

    British 10KPlease support my 10K run on 8 July.  THANK YOU.  THANK YOU.  THANK YOU.  You can pay by cash, cheque, text or on the internet.   Thank you to all who have helped me raise £217 to date.  THANK YOU. THANK YOU.  THANK  YOU.   http://www.justgiving.com/Toks-Coker

    Isis Welcomes You

    2012 dates: https://tokscoker.wordpress.com/moon-calendar-2012-uk

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    Full Moon Meditation:  http://www.tokscoker.com/full_moon_meditation.html

    See you at the meditations and 1:1 sessions
    Love Toks xxxxxx